Well, things have turned brighter faster than I expected!
First, Cameron felt bad and went to buy me an umbrella after he saw me sulking and writing the last post so *thumbs up* to that.

And LOL Well... I've been confirmed to model for a photoshoot soon! Gothic lolita and vintage pin-up style! Yeah. Ha! So nervous. Dancing with joy on the inside though. :3

Now to go and resign my lease in bad weather. Did I mention my laptop cursor is a banana peeling and eating itself for some reason? :/

Till next time mon cheries! <33


Much Love. xo

"It's raining, it's pouring, my boyfriend's still snoring."

Yeah. That means I will again lack sleep. And can you believe my place has no umbrellas? Thanks to that same fuckface that's snoring right now. He left it at work.
Tomorrow, I will have to walk in the rain to the station and catch a train to Cabramatta. Lovely. And TAFE is in 2 days. First time I will ever use this phrase: FML.

I hope I don't get zapped by lightning. Or I will haunt him for the rest of my afterlife. :)

Much Love. xo

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Oh, did I forget to mention that I finally finished reading the oh-so-famous Twilight by Stephenie Meyer? (I borrowed it from my sister, Angela. <33)

Yep, a majority of my friends will hate me for this because they think Twilight is a sinnnn... (And a minority of them will hate me because this is a scathing review.) But they also know that the only time I have to read Twilight when I'm taking a shit. Sorry that it sounds crude but that's the only time it's worth! I know there's a whole saga but after reading the first book it's clear to me that I won't be able to tediously read and shit my way through another 3-4 books.

To sum it up; it's poorly written, repetitive in descriptions and lacks an original storyline. If you like Twilight you'd probably also like the fantasy fan fictions found on DeviantArt written by hormonal, naive, sexually frustrated, low self-esteemed teenage girls. It's kinda smutty in my opinion. :/

In defence of Edward Cullen, he would be hot if Bella Swan didn't keep unrealistically glorifying him every two fucking seconds and if he didn't SPARKLE! Ah, and I love Alice, Emmet and Carlisle too. :3

LASTLYYYYY, the movie.. made it worse. Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart does no justice to the characters whatsoever. Made me loathe them even more.
I don't need to tell you how I feel about Jacob/Taylor Lautner. *faints*
He's yummy we all know it. Even the Twilight haters know it. So don't deny it! x)

And I wanna apologise in advance to anyone I offend in this post. (Sorry, Natasha and Angelaaaaa!)
This is my blog and my opinion; everyone has different views and I respect it so don't whine or bitch @ me about my review because I don't go on your friggin' pages to whine about how much you LOOOOOVE Twilight. ;)

Next book review is on Bridget Jones' Diary. I feel I need to read this book. *nods*

Much Love. xo

Yes! You! Pokemon Platinum on Nintendo DS! D:

My boyfriend just got it for me yesterday because he sold my Pokemon Diamond and now I can't put it down! <33

The new legendary Pokemon looks like an evil centipede though. I miss my Dialga. :/

And *sigh* I still have no comp. ;______________;

Much Love. xo

Hello readers! (Not many; if any!)

Sorry guys; still no highlighting make up tutorial and finished artworks because I still do not have a computer. I broke my promise but with good reason, agree? I'll make it up to you guys when I do get another comp. =____=;;

Moving on, as always I've been pretty busy lately and if you know me then you would know I hate being busy. And social. And computer-less. Nonetheless, I've managed to find rentals for a new apartment, visit family, re-enrol in 2 courses for this year, spring-clean the house (to come back to it trashed again), go to a wedding, help plan for another wedding and go to a reunion. Yes. Wedding AND a reunion.

First the wedding! The wedding was for my one of my bestest friends; Fatima. I love her to bits but I almost didn't recognise her without her hijab (head scarf) when she walked in! She's always been beautiful, inside and out, but no word could describe how amazing she looked that night. She wore a white crystal-embedded strapless western-styled dress and she had a cute tiara too! Amaan, her husband, escorted her to her throne on the stage next to her monther (yeah, like a princesss! *squeal*). :3
It was a segregated Islamic wedding. Women @ one venue and men @ another. The groom and the men would drop the women off at their venue and the women would close all the doors and windows so no one can see inside. Then they all took of their scarves and changed into whatever they wanted to wear! Awesome, right? I bumped into Mona, her older sister, and also nearly didn't recognise her. Allll her sisters were drop dead gorgeous that night too! LOL They have really good genes and fashion sense. Though I suspect Fatima had a hand in helping them choose their dresses; being the fashionista/beauty guru she is. ;P
She called me up to sit on stage with her and we hugged and chatted. I felt like crying because I was so happy and nervous for her. She deserves all the best things and this is such a big step in life. :') ........And because I feel like a 1/4 life crisis is coming onto me soon. It sunk in that a majority of us turn 20 this year. We're not teens anymore! :(
After a few really adorable and touching speeches from her sisters and sister-in-law (tear-jerking Hallmark moments!), Greek, Indian and Lebanese food was served. I wanted to live on the Tzatziki, rice and grilled spiced chicken. Follow up with a change into Indian wedding clothes for Fatima (equally as beautiful as the wedding dress) and lots of dancing. And crying. And hugging. And more crying. ><;;
Overall, I'd have to say it was one of the most culturally enriching events I've ever been to in my life. In my diary I've actually written like... 5 pages describing the whole thing in detail but you get the idea. :D

Now the reunion! My beloved primary school captain Tracy decided to host one @ Mounties. Just to fill you in, I went to Mount Pritchard Public School and it was the worst 5-6 years of my life next to highschool. I had an almost-monobrow, was about 15kgs overweight, dressed like a boy and looked like a troll. I was pushed around by kids a lot; shaping me into the defensive semi-bitch I am now. :|
Little had to be said of how I feel about some of the people I expected to turn up but it turned out quite good actually. Seeing how well people are doing in life (or at least how happy they are) is reassuring in many ways.
And hell! MOUNTIES HAS CHANGED! :O
Everything has moved and it's MASSIVE now! They've got event photographers, a DJ, a dance floor, a veranda area thing; the works, really. Their food was good too! My buddy Laura and I had grilled salmon. WINNNNN! Totaaalllyy going back with the boyfriend. I'm gonna demolish the buffet food next time.

Now, I've told you all the good stuff; there's always a catch to something that you think is going better than it should for you, right? RIGHT YOU ARE! That night I was on about 3 hours of sleep thanks to my eBay Polaroid camera obsession bidding (I won that darned thing for $30, thank you very much!) so I was nodding off in a few conversations and half way through sitting outside with everyone got excruciating pains in my abdominal area. I, thinking it was hunger pains, was like, "Fuuuuuck this! I gotta eat!" But.. I'd be wrong. I'm female. If it's not hunger pains then you can guess what the other pain is... Luckily, it was just a smidgen of blood. Followed by nothing but more excruciating pain for the next two days. Oh, the joys of being born with no penis and a larger brain than those with one. NOT! BEING A GIRL SUCKS! :(

Funny thing, also, is that most of our conversations at reunion were about turning gay or becoming the opposite sex. Go figure, ay? The main question thrown around was who would you turn gay for? The answers received were quite.. peculiar. We had Hamish Blake, Catherine Zeta Jones (I answered), Bella from Twilight (though it wasn't serious), Angelina Jolie, Jessica Alba's body (head less) and Nala from Lion King. WTF? LMAOOO!

Anyhow, this reunion thing has made me think that I should really go over my New Year's resolutions/to-do list. So here they are in no particular order;

• Save up to go to Thailand @ the end of the year. Have relatives I want to see before they... well.. die. - $2000
• Save up for Taronga Zoo Roar & Snore - $480
• Do my best in the vet clinic and @ TAFE! (Credit or distinction again pleaaaase!)
• Go to the doctor.. more often. (My mum made me get 3 vaccines and a pap smear in one day because of my lack of visits! It was painful and violating..)
• Get fit! Develop awesome abs! Get a Wii Fit.. Use the stairs... Shit like that. x)
• Go fishing/camping/caravanning/roadtripping.. Poke some nature and whateverrr.
• Go clubbing. Yes, I've been over 18 for a year and a bit now and have not been clubbing. :|
  Like I hate the scene and whatever but try everything once, y'know?
• Go to a concert! (I'm set on The Fray @ Luna Park. Because I fucking love themmm! <3) - $200
• Cosplayyy! :D
• Regain my sleeping patterns! This is crucial.
• Invest in the natural cosmetic making and plush doll making hobbies I've put on hold for the past year.
• Settle down in a good apartment. Preferably with air con and fly screens, the very least.
• Have an official engagement party. Or just dump him. Don't ask. It's complicated! All my friends are getting married and I was engaged before all of them! It's like bridesmaid syndrome. I'll be an old spinster; barren with no children (not that I want any.. eww..) or a crazy cat lady. :(

OH! And! I recommend you people watch P.S. I Love You! It's bloody adorable. If you like cutesy romance movies like Bridget Jones' Diary, Marley & Me, Love Actually, stuff like that. :)

Here. Have some photos. (Unfortunately, none of the wedding yet because they're probably still on honeymoon to God knows where! Lucky kids! But I'll stick up two of reunion; mostly of the people I chatted with.)

That's all for now. Cute, right? I'm the one that looks like an animal in pain.
Stay tuned for more un-productivity and socially awkward moments with me, myself and I till I get a new computer and can actually make tutorials and guides. :/


Much Love. xo